premonition(STELLAR) . "i finally did it ^_

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I finally said goodbye to a very good friend. I didn't lose her as said in my depressing entry from earlier (scroll down, it's really long). But rather I see this as a gain. This has made me into a better person. From now on, I shall not easily throw around the words "I love you". And for God's sakes, I'm staying away from online/long-distant relationships. >_<;;

Well saying goodbye is terribly hard. You don't know what everything's worth until you say good bye. I am thankful though, of all the memories she's left me... both pleasant and painful. The painful ones can stay in the back of my mind. While the pleasant ones will always remind me how wonderful love is. I am not a cynical person. I still believe in love.

It's time for me to move on... OooOooOh here... nancie did a really awesome Tarot reading (I never belive in the junk anyway :P) But it's so good I think I'll go buy my own set now. XD;; HAHA NANCIE, YOU'RE MRS. CLEO! :D:D:D:D *runs*

... Nevermind. >_< My computer froze and I lost the log file. WTF. AND I WAS IN A REALLY GOOD MOOD. GRRRR *stomps off* Well here's a brief explanation of my cards... Well basicall... the cards said that I am in a refusal to face reality and that I should move on. Like closing a door, and open windows, I lose one opportunity only to open up others. And I shall have control of my future only if I belive in the Justice card. Mwaha! xD

11 COMMENTS
but, i'm not broken
in my dream i win
in here i'm nothing
a cosmic castaway

elise | 04/27/2003 11:39 AM CST

Can not live without: jrock/pop, friends, and Elise Marie Harlson.

aww :D ur so cute khoa :-* <3 u

Khoa | 04/27/2003 11:20 AM CST

OMG.... Kobes, you're fast. LOL xD

Kobe | 04/27/2003 11:18 AM CST

I WANT A TAROT READING TOO.
:D

"you will meet your favorite band soon soon soon and will end up marrying its lead singer in 6 years"

that's what it'll say, i'm so sure.

T_____T.

1.ooo, i see linkin park cliques

2.lovely new layout, c'est joli joli <3<3

3. my blog has no name :)

4. you are so cool <3<3

5. not cooler than my socks though <3

6. kthanks bye :D

7. i know you want my socks

t3h valen | 04/27/2003 12:30 AM CST

o kwah. love and parting are hard things.

BUT I WILL ALWAYS HAVE A KOREAN MUSIC VID TO MARK THE OCCASION 4 U

taiyo no ao is such a good song

zZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
*tucks you in and rolls away to cedar hill again*

jill | 04/26/2003 10:33 PM CST

of course!!! *rapes kwa* hehehehe *_^

nancie | 04/26/2003 08:58 PM CST

*stomps on kaolla-chan* >_> don't piss off da loud jamaican womahn! XD

i'm learning how to palm read from my mommy's friend too...fun fun~

Suaiko | 04/25/2003 07:56 PM CST

haha, well the thing is, I don't really like how B2 makes everything appear, ya know? So, I'm more into trying to get my brain to understand Greymatter at this very moment, although my hostess was super kind enough to install B2 for me and that stuff... -_-

oy oy...very mean of me to do that to her, but Greymatter is what I want for a blog comment thingie thing. *dies*

*laughs her butt off* I never realized that I spelt your name wrong until last night when I was reading through here one last time. I spelt it Khora, and you spell it Khoa.

*snickerzs* I am such a baka! I, perosnally, hate english music. Sure if it's catch and I get into it instantly, then it's on my good list, but if it utterly sucks, then it's on my shitlist.

Linkin Park is all right, I mean, I like SOME songs, but not many of theirs. I COMPLETELY LOATHE RAP! It sickens me how people can like that...I'm ALWAYS stuck listening to that crap when I go cruising with my friends at nights... *shudders and dies*

I really like Ayu's songs, especially the technoy ones, their beats are great and they sound good on my stereo... o.O

*glomps* Later KHOA (hahaha...)

~Rose

Khoa | 04/25/2003 04:13 PM CST

... We had one? :B

jill | 04/25/2003 11:26 AM CST

i am sry kwa... now i know why u were so sad *huggles* my poor kwa san!!! Things'll get better dear dont worry... in the mean time try not to be too hard on yourself things end for a reason and maybe a week or so later you'll find the love of your life ^_^....

WHAT!!!! no more online *_* relationships.... no more long distance.... BUT BUT what about ours... -_-

*dies* oh how could this be!

Khoa | 04/25/2003 12:41 AM CST

I've used B2 before. I can help you with it. ^^;

Saying goodbye IS hard. @_@;; At least for me. I was really relunctant to do it. But I had to. Wahh only I understand myself. LOL

As for music, I like everything except for rap/gangsta rap/r&b (Linkin Park I do like). Even country! ONE... country song. LOL. I'm into Final Fantasy and RPG themes in general. And techno, don't get me started. xD;; I mean, some of Ayu's song are basically techno with Japanese lyrics. And it is, after all, the first genre I got into when I discovered music (also very stereotypical for asians T__T).

Suaiko | 04/25/2003 12:13 AM CST

T_T I wish I could havea tarot card thingie reading done to me and such. *sigh* Greymatter is annoying me, and now I'm trying this one other blog thing called B2 and now that is giving me problems.

How doyou do it, Khora? I mean seriously.. *kicks her blog site Winged-entity and cusses in Japanese at it, before stomping off to do something else* Erg. >:

Well, yea, saying goodbye isn't THAT hard, but for others it is...which is all right. Ha! It says you can't live without Jrock/pop, like me, so what do you think of techno, erm...SOME techno?

Yea...*nods* Well hit me up or something and we'll chat! I'll get to writing you an emo tonight, babe. :o)

Ja!

~Rose (suaiko)