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domingo, septiembre 22, 2002
Before I comment on your last post, check out my desk a.k.a. my water bottle collection:

______________monkey @ 8:33 PM
jueves, septiembre 19, 2002
i'm starting to worry about what kind of person i am. i mean, i've wondered lots of times before and i came to the same conclusion each time: everything i described about me came out negative. i mean, i don't see myself as very goal oriented (unless you count graduating from higschool, attending college and someday, being responsible for my own life and actions), dedicated, or having a good work ethic. all these thoughts came to mind when my AP US teacher assigned a UC personal statement/essay for us to write. i realized i knew of nothing i could write down and then came to my answer: i should just lie.
i'm convinced that everyone who writes an essay to be printed, stapled and turned in, turns in one big lie, if not a myriad of fibs sewn together. i wonder if these people really mean what they write. are they writing these things to represent themselves in a way we call arrogant and conceited? are they just trying to make people think they're not-so-average and greater than they really are? i truly think so. i feel that you have to lie and cheat your way through the world. not to say that i'm applying this to all situations.
the thing is, i can't lie, i don't know how to lie, i'm not creative. i think it comes from having no self-esteem that i tend to present myself in negative way, being too critical of myself. sigh.
______________Rawr @ 4:16 PM
miércoles, septiembre 18, 2002
HAHAHAHAHA! you are a luzer! heheheheh
if you go soldier and get keeled and stuff, a certain person will be sad, boohoo :*(
______________Rawr @ 4:41 PM
Ok this is gonna be pointless if you don't blog =(. I'm a loser, it's 4:30AM and I'm trying to use up my turns. Might as well post some comics.... or put up some reply shizt for you, ya lazy bum.
______________monkey @ 4:35 AM
martes, septiembre 17, 2002
...boo for livejournal, why'd they have to go down. So Sandy, why don't you have a big red o anymore!? Oh wait, that's right.. you have a big grey "S" now. Maybe I will go soldier some day, and that same day hell will freeze over, the aliens will bring Elvis back to Earth, and I'll sing to certain people-persons.... But seriously, if I can't go "mercenary" (which I still believe would be da fluffy pillowin' shizt) then maybe soldier....... maybe, maybe.. I'm not joking either... but it'll be way into the future if I ever do. Until then I don't mind being yer accomplice as long as the outcomes of our shananigans entertain me, like they usually do.
=)
______________monkey @ 7:28 PM
sábado, septiembre 14, 2002
YOU GO DIE!
______________Rawr @ 9:45 PM
You-- you... FREAK! Hehe, damn I still feel shitty from last night. Are you sure I don't smother people?
And I think you should change the pic! Or we should put up some more pics, like random ones I guess. Nyeh =) you won't do it, so I will! Mwaha!
______________monkey @ 1:24 PM
...be a shyer more introverted freak than I already am.
I'm offended! not all introverts are freaks! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ...ok, maybe a little.
______________Rawr @ 10:36 AM
I changed the language to Spanish... it's easier for me to understand the dates. Haa.. just change it if you don't like it, German was pretty good. Anyhow, what can I say? My day was somewhat eventful, my 2nd period class thought they were funny and nominated me for homecoming queen for that class (which was MEAN because I don't even have a chance, nyeh.). Then uh, I made a mug in ceramics... people raided my kitchen during lunch and laughed at me for playing an archaic game, hmm... math was ok, the dyke next to me needed a ride after school but I never found her... talked to Nita during break and under the tree after school with the other "azns", this korean guy never gave me back my star charm bracelet! [cry]... only got a 90 on my Econ test, BLAH... what else, Gail and I went pc banging and I found out I can't Glock or Deagle for shit anymore. =( R2 people make me cranky, got some clarity today... other "people" still confuse me [or it may be that I just confuse myself], and NOT everyone and their mom has told me how to level damn you. Yellooowww?
I still partially blame him for making me hide deeper into my shell these last five months, and be a shyer more introverted freak than I already am.
______________monkey @ 2:53 AM
viernes, septiembre 13, 2002
gee, i think you should install a commented system so i don't have to post replies through blogger like this. that would be neato.
______________Rawr @ 8:35 PM
...ok... this is gay shizt!
woohoo, there i wrote something! =) I'll write a little more later.
______________monkey @ 3:38 PM
jueves, septiembre 12, 2002
I AM SO FUCKING BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! write something, khara!
______________Rawr @ 6:36 PM
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